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CLOSING

2009-01-12T07:17:00.002+11:00

u know what...i'm gonna close...more like neglect this blog coz i'm tired of blogging...so this will be my last post...u wanna know bout my life?? talk to me...it has to be a 2-way kinda thing..not 1-way, where i tell u what's happening in my life and u saying nth...tired of tt, so, au revoir

xmas wk

2008-12-25T06:56:00.002+11:00

xmas party at eilynn's was great...fun
anyways, we've decided to go back there for a games day haha...can't wait...

met up with shalyn for movies..wanted to watch Yes Man but it was sold out..so we opted for nick and norah's infinite playlist...its good, for a film 1.5 hrs long haha..then caught up with bernie, debbie and abigail over dinner and coffee...haha poor bernie was limping coz she got hit by a softball...but both of us couldn't stopped teasing abi abt her 14 bus haha...u hv to be there to get the joke..hilarious..

xmas eve was kinda boring...slept most of the day..woke up for lunch, slp, showered for dinner at pasir ris, met jon (my bro) then head back hm...hv been on the com since..i bet xmas will roughly be the same...

anyways...alr broke..yet i plan to club on the 26th with the syd girls and hv lunch on sat with 4.7 sac girls..i'm not even frm 4.7 and i'm gonna meet up with them for lunch haha...hmm, this will be interesting

PS: My firm offer letter is sitting somewhere in someone's office...

Summer Break

2008-12-14T03:09:00.003+11:00

it's been 2 wks since i'm back frm sydney...been out and abt during the first wk and pretty much slack this wk..

anyways, tubu and gi helped me to move my stuff over to phae's and acc me in my last min shopping haha..then they sent me off..how sweet, miss them...
had to wait for abt an hr for the aircraft to arrive..gd thing i kinda canceled the frog leg porriddge supper plan...

first day back was BORING...spent half the day in my granny's place with all the cousins, aunts and uncles..and not to forget, my phn got suspended...had to reconnect and wait for 24hr for it to reconnect...

so i pretty survived the first afternn of dec 08 with my mum's hp (she forgot to bring it to work...but being a gd kid i went to her office to return it to her haha)..thnk God i had the phn, i wouldn't hv been able to contact phae and stephfi for our chicken rice lunch...passed my mum her phn and went MAKAN...omigawd the chicken rice was just the way i rmb it to be, plus the barley drink and steamed egg mmmmmm...went for my apple pie ice-cream after tt haha, i know it's a weird flavor but i like it...watched Quarantine in the evening..hahaha, i spent most of the time laughing and trying to keep track who got infected or died...

went back to TP to grab an alumni card application form and ref TPCP games which was rather pathetic...coz of the attendance, what happened to u girls?? and i saw my little Baby after 4 long mths...he's still in quarantine now, but he'll be back hm before new year...

planned to slack at hm the WHOLE day on wed but NOOO..phae called me out to club..haha met up with stephfi and alan and we just had such a crazzyy time...a girl asked if i was "a boy or a girl" and she could be my "pole"...then this tipsy german who said inappropriate stuff, but i played along with him haha...
pics frm st james...

thursday, out with the hillsong peeps..tt inc phae and stephfi again...i was late as usual, so they alr bought tix for the movie...when asked which movie, they told me "Beast Stalker", a chinese movie...i was like huh?? what movie is tt?? i was thinking of some cartoon monster show..but it was totally diff..a cop show, pretty good act...then it was off to Mind's Cafe for Quelf and Taboo and tauhuay at rochor...

met up with the TPCP alumni for jas ng's bday at E-hub friday nite..then to Nebo for..board games again haiz...

planned to go to kl on sat but visit my Baby again..he is soo cute...licked my nose haha

went to NCC on sunday, saw gerald, jas and lx after soo long and...went for dinner with stephfi, phae and the other ncc ppl i've just met...4 days of seeing them is crazy!!! though in syd i see phae almost everyday, gg out together for 4 half days in a wk was crazy....

the following days were boring...met up with layhar and deb...rented dvds on thursday to fill up the rest of my day..

went for Heartbeat percussion band concert friday, ms faridah invited me coz her sis couldn't make it...no regrets cancelling on the sec 4 reunion thingy coz it got cancelled in the end...saw calista, constance, tara, debbie, erin and bernie whom almost knocked me down when she ran over to me (in excitement) to give me a HUGE HUG, staining my Blazer with her thick make-up (she was performing)haha..bern had DragonBall-Z hair haha, only noticed her on stage during the second piece..went up to erin after the concert, she was shocked to see me...haha how nice to surprise ppl, she's grown soo much, kinda forgot tt she's alr 18 lol...hv always seen her as this little kid who's pretty rough, u wouldn't want her to punch u lol...met up with eilynn and ryan, they introduced me to carol...had my dinner at maccus before heading down to geylang for FROG LEG!!! like finally la...haha shiok...eilynn tried frog leg for the first time..she was convincing herself tt it's just "chicken" lol...guess sometimes u hv to taste a dish first before knowing what it is...esp if it's sth tt out of the norm...

church later...gonna pray for good results and an offer by the 18th...i couldn't slp well the past few nites thinking bout it...can't wait..

oh mummy monkey, read PPS pls…

PS: reminder to self, promised to go clubbing with syd and sac peeps after xmas…clubbing with TP peeps early jan…

PPS: since the period SIP ended, I’ve sensed this distance btwn myself and the tpcp peeps..i feel disconnected with the team..so if any of u are reading this, no offense tt I dun wanna celebrate Hazey’s bday with u girls…
1st: I tot our (me and haze’s) relationship could improve but guess she’s still the same to me…same old hazey, each time I attempt to move forward and change the status of our relationship she somehow nudge it back to the way it was…
2nd: I can’t seem to find common ground/topic with u guys…sometimes..no always feel left out when all of u start speaking Mandarin..and the fact tt I hv been away for a while, I feel lost in all ur conversations…not tt I wanna be a busybody or anything, I may hv told u guys I was leaving the country to pursue my studies, but I nvr said anything abt leaving the team…I wanna be included in the conversation but it seems u guys dun wanna tell me bout the situation..the jnr now snr girls had to fill me in…at times I feel unwanted when I’m ard u, at times u girls always hv to find ways to accommodate me..u think u’re trying to help but indirectly u’re just making me feel bad…
3rd: u girls might think I’m drunk and nuts when I club with u…seriously, among the longest grp of ppl I’ve hung ard with, u girls probably do not know the real me still…no one attempted to, maybe perhaps shinyi…I can list out to ya who I feel I can talk to…allie, ray, and jas ho…I may be biased coz allie and jas ho were frm sac and ray is my “father”…but still, I can foresee tt I would bore myself to slp if I club with ya…
U might say tt I’ve changed eversince Sydney, I would say it was for the better...agree or disagree I dun care…but I hvn’t changed much..just more outspoken as compared to before...isn’t tt a great quality to hv? I’m not proud or anything..i just miss the good ‘ol times we had...those tt no longer exist now, each time we meet…

God Bless..gdnite

Graduation

2008-11-28T02:00:00.008+11:00

i totally forgot bout grad...well, initial plan was to wear a dress...but phae suggested wearing a BLAZER...sooo, i bought a blazer!! haha can be used for office and clubbing...nice to hv someone who shares the same taste and reassure me tt it's a good purchase..
anyways...here are some of the pics...

here's me with emilie..

Katie and Kamaneeya..

"bandmates" tt NEVER happen haha...jules, gi and cherie with the UGLY TANLINE...

my dear physics classmate Reed..

and my former eng teach..Suzanne Conomy

DJ Ro.HIT it...

The Koreans...Sam, Mi Sun, Anne & Juri..

The Iranian superstar Roshan..

My Intelligent friend who won herself 2 high achiever awards...Fiona..

Timmy..the guy we tease in english class..he's nice but too weird for me...

Anson...

And of course it was time to PARR-TAAY PPLE...whooh...
frequent clubbers Fini and Clare..

Underage Jess...

The High-yet-always-SOBER Tubu...

"Miss Singapore" Hong Xu...(i did not give him the nick..it was Jess)..

Byun, SoRa,Jules, Sky (she's still in Taylors..HK-Thai who's in Singapore Nat Team for Field Events)...

Mich, Diana & Fren..

Chris(Jaewook) & Emilie...

Mehran...

Edmon..

Justin..

Victor..

Fredo with Zoe

My first drink for the night TooHeys sux...but it was Roshan who ordered and paid for it coz i can't find my Corona Extra...

Rakh...

Mina...*yes her name is Mina...i'm not calling her names okay...*

Of course i got a little high..and started rambling crap...hahaha...gosh i look like a baboon here lol..

To sum it all up..it was PIMPING...

nites to all...it's 3am now...but i've got nth to do tmr haha...

Adios Taylors

2008-11-28T01:40:00.002+11:00

sooooo....i'm done with college..wooohooo, u hv no idea (i think u do) how high i was after my last paper...haha randomness all ard...
the papers overall were good..except maybe for physics...HATE astronomy...thank gdness i won't be doin tt subject EVA again...
came hm and packed my stuff...sheesh, i've got like 5 bags to place in phae's...haha, oh did i say i was done packing in abt 3hr?? yup i was done packing in 3hr...all tt's left tt nds packing are my toiletries and kitchen stuff (can just give tt to my rmmate)...so i'm like super duper free tmr but super duper broke as well...wanna buy havaianas and shorts...possibly a hat frm dangerfield as well haha...but won't be able to do tt till my landlord return me my bond...which is tmr..but when during the day i hv noo idea...i might hv to do last minute shopping on sat..the day i'm moving my stuff...let's see..if i move at 10am, i'll be done by 11...eat lunch at hm...go shop till 3.30pm, come hm then cab to the airport at 4.15pm...haha yay, oops, i didn't tell everyone i'm coming hm THIS wk...hmm, if u're shocked to see me when u see me nxt wk, i can conclude u dun read my blog...muahahha
heard frm nel phae's oober bored...haha, wait till i'm back..will find things to do in sgp...oooh, my mum will be back in sgp on sat too...she might ruin my plan for frog leg supper...haha, she told me, "first thing u shld do when u come hm is see ur family...and SLEEP!!" haha, then she added,"oh, i booked a manicure for u on sunday at 12pm.." i was like -__-?? WHY?? "Spend time with me la..accompany me." HAHA, my mum for u...love her..actually i dun mind a mani..time to relax and enjoy WITHOUT PAYING HAHHAHA..maybe can ask her to buy me havaianas too hehe...she's gonna meet her frens after tt..sooo...i can like go surprise jas, gerald and lx at the rocks...hehe..gerald thinks i'll be back nxt wk...we'll see hahaha

(PS: Just in case...Lx, gerald or jas...if u see this DUN tell the others i'm back...)

Lady GaGa

2008-11-24T23:02:00.002+11:00

[PLS ALLOW VIDEO TO BUFFER IF U WANNA WATCH]

me new love..."70s Thrash Glamour Sleaze Filth"..

if u guys dun alr know, i'm like addicted to Lady GaGa...her music's different, she's got her own style and she writes her own songs...tt's talent..(and she's cute) haha..
i could easily put her album on repeat the whole day on my itunes haha, yups it is addictive, mainly coz its catchy, has an awesome beat u could dance to or just a feel good song tt reminds u of the bahamas (not tt i've been there but just imagine those 90s jamaican feel music)..*has a feeling some ppl might comment tt i'm OLD after reading the previous line*
besides the music, she's got like pretty manicures...i'm serious, real artsy fartsy (mainly coz she's into art and fashion and music)...and i love her gloves..where in the world can u get those half gloves?? i want...

Anyways, here's GaGa to tell u more bout THE FAME...her debut album...

sry, i'm suppose to be studying but i chose to be online the whole day once i got back hm...will cram tmr the whole day...=D

week 35

2008-11-14T23:30:00.013+11:00

went for echo and mamak last sat...just me, phae and cherie...gi went out for mongolian with tubu, and fran sms me the nxt day, "Oi! Yesterday bo jio!! This kind of friend! Haha!" just coz i didn't invite her out for karaoke haha, i thought she was hving exams and busy studying..tt's why i didn't invite any uni peeps...sorry

Phae and her colourful gliterry bracelets frm JayJays...

Cherie: Heh Heh Heh..mini teh tarik

I swear she looks like a pirate here hahha :X

sunday, i got my hosting t-shirt!! haha cool...phae and nicole joined the team..sadly, 1 by 1 we're all leaving for singapore, inc stephfi..then there'll be less ppl there esp with reachwell leaving us to move to Perth with his family...we (me and steph) finally had our (more like MY) pasta @ surry hills SC at cafe surry after hosting...met tirza for the first time and davin for the 2nd time there...

tuesday we had our final CG, this time at Ashleigh's place in Bondi...her apt is soo nice...

Bondi...

The city...

Taylors peeps...

oh, and we baked scones together haha...my first time baking, first time meetin Ashleigh officially in my first ever official CG meeting...decided to help out and not be shy, attempt doing sth i've nvr done tinking tt it may be fun and i get to know new ppl better..and i'm glad i did..felt great, enjoyed myself...after cg ALL of us crossed the road and helped ourselves to some boxes left by the street lol...

this was cherie with all her boxes...

and we kinda like played ard on the train while waiting for it to depart...haha

went for powerhouse for the first time on wed...phae, nic and i...after tt, we hung ard in the auditorium and chit-chat with stephfi and frens while waiting for the bus...oh, and the shuttle bus goes to the unis after powerhouse service...cool

On thursday, since it was late nite shopping day, i invited phae to go shopping with me after sch...phae bought a Yan Can Cook cookbook for herself and a dress frm jayjays...i finally rmb to get my hair styling and thermal protectant cream frm tony & guys..plus i found my blazer for grad at Forecast...yay...then we decided to try out those cheap steaks in those hotels in the city like Sanctuary Hotel...the food was okay, but the steak was uneven, i mean we ordered medium rare...some parts were burnt, some well done, and the remaining medium rare...and thank God we ordered some sauce...if not it would hv been dry...then we headed for the movies, Nights in Rodanthe...it is sooo amazing and touching..love it...oh, stephfi text'd me in the movies and invited us out to meet them (Davin, Tirza and Steven) in Ivy, this famous pub where all the aussies hang out, not the indos on her last night in syd before she goes hm for the hols...the venue was WOAH...nice and it was packed...and steven didn't finish his drink...i kinda had to finish it for him haha...

Stephfi and me...

Phae, Steph and Davin.. Tirza and Steven (aka Pretty Boy)...
Spot any random guy(s)??

The Drink Steven didn't finished...

then we head out to Echopoint and sang 2hrs worth of songs tt's more to my generation hhaha...no wonder i enjoyed myself even more...

plus there were 2 guys..2 very enthu guys who became kinda gay when they sang Truly Madly Deeply together...

we had mini duet challenges too haha, girls Vs guys...so fun..the finale song was, i bet u wouldn't hv guessed..it was....Go Go Power Rangers!!! lol with ranger Steven morphing into white ranger b4 we depart for hm...

It's Morphing time..

The Girls..

The Dudes...

haha reached hm half an hr later at 2.30am this morning, forcing myself out of bed for sch...

Went to char's and phae's new apt today...it was nice...i love the breeze...and char's balcony is seriously HUGE...like what they said...they can put a bbq pit there and hv a bbq...

aite so TMR IS THE OFFICIAL START FOR MUGGING!!! woohoo..help me and pray for me...

PS: Most of the Pictures and the Video frm the Ivy/Echopoint nite was frm Phaedra

It's OFFICIAL

2008-11-09T23:35:00.002+11:00

i've finally joined the 1pm hosting team...thanks to germaine, stephfi, eilynn, astria etc...haha, not forgetting reachwell for his encouragement, praise and support....oh, and phae and nicole has jumped onboard with us...how cool is tt?? haha, got my hosting shirt...but they're gonna change to a new one but i wanna keep the current one for memory sake...

we had communion today...so i volunteered to offer my services to the church by handing out and collecting the trays of crackers and grape juice...i was praying tt i won't drop/spill anything...haha, oh then it was my 1st time receiving the containers..plus it was frm a diff column too...instead of 3, i was doing 2....during prayers, i usually head out to the back and start sorting out the envelopes and cards..today was different...reachwell came up to me and told me marina wanted to see me at the foyer...i was like, "what did i do?? is she gonna scold me??" so i went out, hoping for the worst then....she was like i nd ur help, we'll be doing headcounting, the event manager who does this is pregnant so she can't do it..lol i know, i was thinking too much..anyways, i had like a mini tour of the whole place...oober cool i must say haha, met jessica and her husband, they're like the internal and external coordinators...cool

oh, there'll be a hillsong reunion in singapore tt'll be organized by my dear stepfi in jan/feb..hahaha awesome..like sydney isn't enough we gotta meet up in singapore too lol...oh and marina has a degree in pharmacology...she soo doesn't look like the type haha, she told me when i told her the last time i used a counter was when i was counting mice in sgp..haha, then she told me how she had to euthanise the rat and how she had to collect the cardiac tissue i think?? sth to do with the heart and tissue ahha...anyways, it has been awhile since i used the word "intraperitoneal" here when marina described the proper way of handling a mouse and injecting the "tummy" area lol...yup tt's the peritoneum for u guys who dunno...then i told her how i had the chance to euthanise by pinching off the cervical but couldn't haha, just so we (my colleague and i) could end it's suffering...

there'll be a meeting on wed at 7.30pm at auditorium 2..and bbq and marina's for the hosting team after church...then it's another wk of hosting b4 exams...excited yet nervous at the same time coz exams are drawing near and i can't seem to focus still...Lord, pls show me what to do after i'm done blogging...1 thing's for sure i nd sufficient rest and STOP procrastinating in everything i do..inc getting out of bed to head for the showers every morning...

anyways...i'm like hooked on gaga's album...even made my own wallpaper haha..i could hv used tt time to study or do my hw rite?? haha silly me....

went for lunch with stephfi , phae and teresa at (finally) cafe surry for my pasta haha..i waited almost a mth for it...then davin came after teresa left for prayer meeting for the 5pm service...great laughs..walked back with phae to taylors and...lol phae was SUPER DUPER OOBER RANDOM!!! we saw an abandoned shopping cart and phae was like, "ehhh!! ...ria push me.." i was like, "are u serious??" looking across the street at the ppl sitting outside a cafe...and phae was wearing germ's hosting shirt please hahah...she climbed in the cart and yes i pushed her lol...tt was embarassing for me too aye...nvr in my whole life had i ever done tt...came to taylors, slacked in phae's rm and she got me hooked on How I Met Your Mother...it's damn funny i tell u...and she's got all the ep frm season 1-4 i guess...how many seasons are there?? the ep i stopped at was "drumroll, please", the one after stewie's wedding where ted met victoria..the girl frm the buttercup bakery...so romantic hahaha, but kinda sad coz robin was abt to declare her feelings for ted and then...u know, she told him to go for victoria instead omg u shld soo watch tt episode...i think tt'll be my fave ep...haha, or just one of my faves...i'm sooo gonna get it frm phae to watch hahaha

he's caught and charged

2008-10-31T01:01:00.002+11:00

tt guy has been caught..like on wed at 8.20am at Castlereagh Lane, Redfern...Praise the Lord Almighty...everyone feels safer now, but the sch's security is still pumped up...on tuesday, they began hving 1 security guard during sch hrs..the next day, it upgraded to 2 security guards during sch hrs and 1 night-shift security guard...today, they still had the 2 security guards in the day, but this fat guard at nite...he really does nth, spent most of his time outside, then making his rounds ard the building parameter...

went for CG, suppose to celebrate Pris' bdae but no one turned up but us..me cherie and nic...so we had coffee at Red Star Cafe...the Pizza looks good, maybe we could go there for dinner...Pris is super duper funny...entertaining...she told us abt her church back hm and how she's excited and nervous at the same time bout gg hm coz her church back hm is the total opp of Hillsong....but i hv faith tt she'll make a difference when she returns and God will help her through...

went back to taylors, tubu and gi came back with pre-honeymoon photos and postcards...lol i mean it...Oh, it was Tubu's bdae btw...so he got a magnetic earring, kinda nice so i guess he shld get a real one...me and cherie still hvn't gotten him anything...perhaps a more MANLY umbrella?? haha..

while waiting for the bus (it was late and the bus driver apologised for being late...sweet rite??), the saudi guy who lives bside the study room came up to me and told me not to walk towards toyota city, saying it's dangerous, telling me to walk towards green square stn...i told him i'm waiting for the bus and asked why was toyota dangerous...his reply?? yesterday he went to the restaurant behind toyota and there was a fight coz the guy was drunk and he had a knife...hmmm, seems common for me...it doesn't scare me though...now it reminds me of an incident i experienced in arab st, in one of the turkey restaurant tt sells sheesha...anyways, one of the guys was drunk, aggravated another guy, so this guy couldn't take it and took a bottle and smack the annoying guy's head...there were shoving and then the coal frm the sheesha went flying through the window of a mini cooper...of course the owner of the car was like super pissed..so he called the police just so he could collect from insurance...the guy who got hit?? he walked to raffles hospital with a bleeding head...first thing me and my family did was to leave our food, stood up, took our drinks and stood aside before returning to our seats after the situation has calmed down. REMOVE URSELF FRM DANGER/THREAT...tt was one of the msg Constable Ben told us during the meeting we had on line 7...learnt tt a long long time ago...it soo helps...

...

2008-10-29T02:00:00.003+11:00

aite, the previous post is depressing enough..anyways, jas ho has invented a new way to play mj....haha, by sleeping...yes SLEEPING, and acc to shan she win loads too haha, cool

what's cool is kimmy is working for the straits times as a blogger..how cool is tt?? and of course there were idiotic wimps who'll just leave inappropriate comments on her posts..why?? my theory is coz they hv nth better to do considering one of them said tt she hasn't gained the respect of her readers..u must read her post alot now do ya?? i know she's now a journalist but i nvr knew where till like 2 hrs ago haha..and her pic dun do her justice haha...

oh, did i tell u guys what my 3 choices for uni were??
i know u know the first one, so #2 is Animal and Vet Bioscience and #3 is Land and Water Science...
i'm serious bout #3, no joke considering how scarce singapore's land and water sources are...i think it'll be an interesting career....haha, but i still want my vet science...

I MISS SINGAPORE...just wanna go hm to the comfort and safety of our country...no shietznick like here in sydney..australia sucks, since wk 1 i've hated it coz it wasn't good to me...SECURITY is their main problem..they shld start worrying less abt the food brought into the country esp when it's alr cooked...what possible harmful agents would be on them??

.........let's just eat, hang out, talk cock, play mj, and train when i'm back.....=D=D=D=D

tragedy strikes taylors

2008-10-29T01:07:00.004+11:00

aite...the wk started pretty gloomy, not coz of the weather, but basically coz of the tragic event tt has occured near our sch involving our foundation coursemates....and the man responsible for this terror is still loose...

hv been more alert then usual when gg hm now, not tt i'm not but MORE alert as in every 5-10 sec i'll turn over my shoulders to make sure there's no suspicious character ard me...i'm not paranoid, just more cautious...germ's freaked out, acc her to and frm sch today..sending her tmr too...

went to the memorial room to pay my respects...i think i might hv seen her ard before...frm the photo u could tell tt she was sweet and friendly, always cheerful...but i would nvr get the chance to know how she's really like would i?? the thought of ur frens knowing both of them made me lose my mood to club during halloween...just totally lost it..as a form of respect i won't go clubbing this wkend and shall put it on hold till whenever...there'll still be other halloween parties, other opportunities to club...

i may not know her personally but my deepest condolences goes out to her family..for the guy, it won't be easy to recover frm the traumatic event..tt'll take time to heal, however, i'll still pray tt u won't blame urself for it and hold any grudges on the intruder...regain ur strength to pull urself out of this pit u've fallen in..hv faith in the Lord tt he'll be caught and punished for his crimes...

if u guys wanna know what exactly i'm talking abt, i'm placing the news links below:
http://www.news.com.au/dailytelegraph/story/0,22049,24556162-5001021,00.html
http://www.news.com.au/story/0,27574,24556874-1242,00.html
http://news.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=655708
http://news.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=656291

Little Cousins

2008-10-26T20:41:00.002+11:00

THEY ARE MAJORLY ANNOYING!!! seriously, eversince ur dad added me (mainly bcoz i think ur grandmother isn't in singapore and he knows u kids wanna talk to her), u guys hv been pestering me. i can't be bothered if u hv talked to nenek and i hvn't, just dun talk to me if u just hv nth to talk abt...coz i hv nth i wanna tell u...there's a generation gap, 11 freaking yrs or more...just stop bothering me..i've become more sane by not raising my voice at u almost every single day of the wk...dun make me do it over MSN now...u'll see me in due time, for now stop disturbing my peace...haiz kids

Friday's Out

2008-10-24T20:44:00.005+11:00

So maths is over...can go slp early...or late, depending on my mood...haha
and it kinda suck coming in late...ok not exactly late but on time meaning tt i'm late coz i didn't get a chance to read the qns before the paper started and write down all my details on every sheet of paper...plus the paper was at 8.30am, ppfff i can't even come for my 10am classes on time...and guess what?? i couldn't rmb how to do the easiest topic..AP (arithmetic progression)..can u believe it?? too stressed out for compound interest tt i forgot how to do tt...and and and, i thought they'll give the FORMULAS..apparently they didn't shietznick..

went shopping in the afternn...window shopping for me ie..
wanted check out the cost of Bvlgari Omnia crystalline, but i think i'm aiming for the Original Vera Wang now....LOVE IT...$130
then again, euphoria isn't tt bad too...hmmmm
Dangerfield had real nice hats..maybe i'll buy another...gd quality too...$30
i nd a new belt to match ALL my bottoms..brownish colour, or some design close to it...
saw a bag in Esprit..brown leather..i want..can use for travelling and dumping all my other stuff for sch...haha..$100..and to think i nvr liked tt brand..
oh, i saw the shorts i was aiming for the other time in temt..still ard, the black one...i'll buy tt like end of nxt mth before flying hm...the hat mentioned above too...$30
still hv to look for Tubu's present...saw a real nice shirt just now..
and i still hvn't figured out my outfit for halloween...shld i go in as a mime?? or a construction worker...i think a mime is more stylo-milo..haha, dun get broke before halloween riaaa

my cash is running out like fast..nd to control my spending on SNACKS and CABS...they're the killers to draining cash fast

Presentation

2008-10-18T14:41:00.002+11:00

OMG...2 presentations down, 1 to go..
let's start with physics..oober boring, so i was practically high on tuesday..and dead on wednesday on the day of my presentation..it was BADD...but thnk God the torture of sitting thru hrs of presentations are OVER..
rohit's eng presentation on thursday was entertaining coz of the videos shown..lol i want them...too funny
my presentation on friday?? well...let's just say my acting is bad and i couldn't control my laughter haha...it was the funnest presentation i had...seriously, i LOVED it...and my grp kept mocking ppl in the class...not to the extreme tt ppl wanna bash u up upside down...it's just for entertainment purposes...overall, the presentation was pretty HILARIOUS, esp during the Q&A..haha, Hongxu was defending his Man-boobs (made up of muscles ok), not some hormone dysfunction...he even wanted to prove it by asking shannon to feel it LMAO...
anyways...in the midst of preparing for those 2 presentations, Kat gave a HUGE surprise on monday during my chem class when she sms tt she was coming to the city for 2 days...i was like freaking happy and smiled frm end-to-end the whole day..haha, went out with her, germ, nel, rakh and peter the nxt day to hv dinner at BANGKOK!! yes, we flew on monday nite just to eat there..haha, soo not funny haha, its just a restaurant in Capitol Square, Sydney...the food was pretty authentic Thai...pretty good..me and nel craved for KrispyKreme after tt and dragged the whole bunch with us...original glazed donuts..mmmmm
nel and peter went hm after tt...the rest?? we headed for the Harbour..ended up watching IMAX and took ugly photos in our glasses...the show was dumb but if it was an actual ride..it would hv been AWESOME!!

BoLiAo

2008-10-18T14:10:00.002+11:00

i know i'm very BOLIAO la...no nd to say...see my pictures can see alr...

on the day i was wondering what i shld do after my eng and physics meeting during term break...ended up gg bondi later just before i took a pic of myself in my RED suspenders...
and another pic of me in my SUSPENDERS yesterday...
and another one... i found rachel's hat and tot it sooo suit my outfit giving me a Hill Billy look (i just nd the straw to chew on)...haha

its better to take things one step at a time, and "GO WITH THE FLOW" ...not plan out what u wanna do TOO much and live in a boring drama kinda life...
anyways...since sydney is SUPER DUPER BORING... of course i've gotta find things to do even if it means being the #1 self-entertainer tt i know...HAHAHHAHA

first 2 days of term 4

2008-10-15T01:22:00.004+11:00

sth's like freaking wrong with my computer la...all the icons on the desktop is gone...
the toolbar usually at the bottom of the screen is also like gone..then each time i shutdown and restart the com, it says applet fails to load...i can't even right click when i'm in my desktop...how how how???
nd MAJOR help yo...

anyways...i've gotta wake up in like 4 hrs to get ready for sch later...we're gonna continue the physics presentations...mine's like in the morning, technically before the toilet break..but i think it's like pushed back...
germ got me a mug as a pressie...good one too..and her card damn funny la...she even put in-text referencing...lol
oh, been hanging out with kat and germ this pass 2days...coz kat's in the city!!! haha, awesome...told myself tt i shld be on budget for the rest of the mth...nd to control the way i spend u know...we were done with dinner pretty early tt me germ kat and rakh had no idea how to waste our time..so we decided to go to darling harbour..then IMAX..haha, watched the Haunted house instead of the ocean Adventure thingy thinking tt the haunted house would be more exciting.....but it was okay only...just had fun camwhoring with the glasses haha...we're not the only ones aite...and the seats were just made for caucasians i tell u..the head rest is too freaking high...so uncomfortable..i nded to adjust myself several times to make myself comfy...but one thing i could say bout the show...if it was an actual ride..it would be awesome...loads of drops, like falling off frm the cables and all...kat slpt at the credits section, and she was kinda slow to catch what the D in Mr D stands for...it was SOOO OBVIOUS I TELL YOU... yea so tt was abt it...we took some photos at Krispy Kreme, all 6, the four of us plus peter and nel...farny, love nel to bits...great entertainer..so tt's abt it gtg zzzz now or i'll hv to be high on sugar again haha...see ya

Best Pic Link....

2008-10-11T22:13:00.003+11:00

Let me start a POLL...

Whoever who reads my blog have to vote which pic in the links section is the nicest...
ALL of you will hv 3 CHOICES...1st preference, 2nd and 3rd...

1st preference gets 3 pnts...
2nd preference gets 2pnts...
3rd preference gets 1pnt...

The person with the highest points will get sth frm me...
if u're in singapore...sth frm sydney...
if u're in aussieland...i'll supply u toilet roll for a quarter of the yr (2009)??

the WINNER will receive a prize tt would be useful/meaningful to her...NO CASH!! but got budget a little arh...A$25 or less??

Voting begins 1st November 2008 and ends 30th November 2008, ALL to be submitted via my msn email.

NO SUBMISSIONS VIA CHATTERBOX!!

In the meantime...u can spread the news of the blog to ppl i know and submit a nicer picture of urself with name (visible once shrunk into the size seen on the right-->), provided u hv a blog tt is still running and up-to-date.

PS: you cannot vote for urself...but u can vote for ppl u dunno..remember, nicest pic (whichever u find cute/artistic etc...)
PPS: if there's a tie...then everything is forfeited...
PPPS: u can submit ur vote as many times as u want..but ur final email will be the official vote...

hmm...i think it'll be a good idea..then only one person can ask me to get them sth each time i come back...=)

20th bday

2008-10-09T03:11:00.004+11:00

I'M LIKE 2-ZERO..FEEL OLD..coz of the stupid 2 infront...but at least i felt as if i was 2 yrs old for the moment...i enjoyed my bbq...but, we wasted loads of stuff...haha some ppl nvr come, hv no intiative to ring me up or even wish me happy bday....hmph, make me think i'm cooking for 18-20, in the end only 14...i dun wanna say who but some ppl just ignored me on msn or gave an excuse not to come...come on, it was pretty obvious tt u didn't wanna come...
and germaine was sick, so was fran...but at least fran came and germaine told me tt she might not be able to make it in the morning...and i just felt random and decided to get out of bed and go cook her lunch...
anyways..as always, i'm like always jinxed on my bdae, ppl cancelled on me...i broke one of the marinating sauce bottles...and had tobasco in my eye..but i still love u my dear tobasco..though u sting me left eye pretty bad...
plus i knew they were like gonna do sth to me la...so i just ran round the area..had keys to places no one could go...muahahah, but still, i was a sport and just allowed it to happen (just the ice thingy)...horrified by the lap dance...wrong sister, i'd rather the other one...aaahhhh, and cherie arh...u had to give me a "facial"...and i swear i tot u said dun hit my clothes, not NOSE..hahah, so i was like OKAY and smashed the cake smack middle of ur face..haha
i think the "best" part was my bday cake...i hv noo idea how many times i hint to ppl i dun like cake and only eat mousse or ice-cream cake...haha, but its the thought tt counts...teresa and max got me this egyptian glass perfume holder...max told me to use it, in the end she said, "okay la okay la...use it as decoration", for i hv no use for it...i'd rather spray and run into the mist..hehe
i'm not being ungrateful or whatever...but celebrating/hanging out with frens is awesome enough for me...i dun nd some lavish party or gifts (though it would be cool if it was sth i like)..and i really dun like normal cake, i even threw away my 18th birthday chocolate cake..CHOCOLATE YO...coz i just hate cakes...i like creamy stuff, hence the mousse and ice-cream cake..
all in all, my twenteen bday was okay...turning 20 isn't special, and i'm not the only one who feels tt way...i took forever to blow my 2 candles...T had to tease me...but seriously, i really had no wishes running thru my head...it was just another day to chill...

PS: thanks Gi and Cherie and Tubu and Temujin and whoever who cooked...love ya loads...the food's awesome...HEBAT!!
PPS: with just one celebration u can know who u're true frens are...
PPPS (if there ever was such a thing): i was soo bored that i recorded the names of those who wished me a HAppy Birthday, and divided it to; Advance, Actual day, and Belated Birthday wishes plus state whether it was through fb, msn, personal or sms...in chronological order :)

moving on

2008-10-05T03:37:00.004+11:00

i hv officially moved on frm little *****e..or so i think...hmmm
however i'm still hooked with ppl frm ____..someone kill me..oh wait, phae alr did hhaha..eck *peeeep* and i'm not stalking u lor...i destroy ur cupboard then u know...then u hv to make/buy new one..then u hv to clean again hahah, shoot to many thens..
wah..just found out tt someone has been attached for quite some time hahah...and someone has been flying solo for quite some time as well...lol
fran's coming back today...my shoes and contact lens and solution and CC...
germaine will be back tmr...my kueh tart and cash...mmmm
hse hunting later...weeee
i hvn't finished the english script..damn i hvn't even touched it since FI sent over...
ooh bbq on wed on my bday yay..and more bbqs and outings in my little island when i'm back..YES!!
St James is awesome everyone..it's called Fridays..and i love it...shit i got wet during one of the comps...
too lazy to club later..nd. to. complete. presentations...

i better slp soon...its 4am and church's at 11am..adios amigos

Bondi

2008-09-30T21:57:00.002+10:00

i've been in this country for God knows how long (7mths) and today was my first time in Bondi...its beautiful, not tt many ppl thoughi its a sch hol...
didn't manage to go for CG since we were there shopping for max's present till the very last minute...OMG, its so freaking hard to get her sth..she's so sml, everything just looks huge on her..we had to imagine ok...if it fits nicely for gi, it'll be too big for her...it was like shopping for a little kid..OMG, i was looking for sizes rather than design..thnk gdness the smallest size we found kinda suit her...phew..while shopping, i kept gg around saying,"omg she's so small..i can't believe how small she is...i think we nd the kid's dept...i'm shopping for a kid."
now i can imagine how my mum shops for me when she's in europe..damn..thnk's mum muack, i salute u..

start of hols

2008-09-30T02:28:00.002+10:00

aite..school's out, but i hv 3 presentations to prepare..yea
i'm getting irritated by some ppl..basically i'm saying i'm giving up on ya, u could do whatever u want with ur life..
i got tipsy on friday..act it was sat morning
i'm an official fb addict...
can't wait to go hm and apply for driving and meet up with ppl..esp class 4.8 of 2004
my roommate is snoring this very minute as i'm composing...
i'm intimidated by 4.7 peeps..esp the head girl..is shirlyn straight?? what abt carlene? i think carlene's straight...but i'm unsure of shirlyn...
what's up with me and sac? i just can't seem to let go of it somehow...why do ppl i start hving feelings for after sac come frm sac??
nicole has been scarred for life
what will her rxn be if she finds out tt i'm bi?? yes, she'll freak out and go why??
kat's coming over tmr...more like later today
i'm more excited of germaine and fran coming back to sydney than my own bday
omg..they'll be ard on my bday
if germaine successfully brings in my kuih tart...i'll be stuffing myself with goodies everyday till the container is empty..
max's bday is tmr..Happy Children's Day
i feel like wearing suspenders later today
if only i didn't bring hm my fedora...it would hv completed my suspenders look
i still hv no idea what i wanna do on my bdae
oh ya...more meet-ups with cherie when i'm back in sgp since she's the only one hving a break frm sch...we can go to simpang and 85 together and disturb wanying, janice and the rest by crashing their lectures hehe silly me
yes, i'm referring to another cherie..NOT cherie low
my baby and mummy will be gg over to india on my bday instead of sydney :( hv a safe flight and tc in india
i shld be slping now

nites everyone whom actually reads this blog...may God bless u everyday and lead u to the right path..

it's time

2008-09-21T11:43:00.004+10:00

i've finally got the guts to tell max...after day 1 of the sex+love+relationship talk...and after seeing her in the common room watching family guy and american with phae, pizza coke and fred jumbo wings...somehow something just told me to just tell her...so i msn with her tt nite, and told her tt i've got sth to tell her and watever happens, we shld still remain frens..she agreed..and while i was chatting with her i chatted with a bunch of other ppl too, germ, kat, phae, wan and her own sis fran...
i was like freaking out the whole day...after all my classes...T had to calm me down with a lolli..thnks dear...and i procrastinate to tell her after her class...like seriously, go ask gi and tubu..they were in the room when i was "slping" and making weird noises...
when i finally felt calmer, and my lolli was almost done (i'm a super slow sucker, took me an hr to finish a chupa chups), i went over to their room..but there were a whole bunch of ppl there...started biting on the stick and just left the room to gi's rm again..waiting
when i heard anson and char walking past, i knew the room was pretty much empty, it was time..germ acc me there..i went in, T took a cup and left the both of us there to talk...i wanted to tell her, but she was the one doing most of the talking..i remained pretty silent, smiling, playing it cool...still no sense of relief after we're done talking..meditated in germ's rm...slight relief, but i still hv feelings for max..somehow deep down inside there's an itsy bitsy emotion lingering in me...
just read her blog...she's in denial, love didn't happen just ard...it also involved her...i know she might feel uncomfortable since she's frm an all-girls moving into a co-ed sch, but how in the world do u find it disturbing and confusing..i think fran is right..i dun think she's ready to be with anyone right now...

do you even notice the signs???

2008-09-14T03:23:00.002+10:00

since sunday...i've been throwing myself at u...grasping your head gently with my hands, leaning over/towards you when i'm sitting beside you, messing up ur hair or pulling ur hoodie over your head, swinging my arm over ur shoulders or the chair u were sitting on, challenging u to go up against me...have u noticed these signals i'm sending through...hv u any reply to it??
was the slap on the face a sign? was the straight dive for the peck on the cheeks dare a sign? was the hug goodbye a sign too? i hv my doubts but i hope they are though i dun think they are...does tt make sense?? the slap on the face could just be your playful self..the kiss could be coz u've done so many truth or dare games...the hug...i can't explain, u came in the final 5% and held me tightly in ur arms...or was tt just a normal hug and i imagined it to be more...
even ur sister agrees tt u're blur...but i like it...u may be lame, but i like tt too...u're shorter than me even with heels, i really like tt...most of all i find u real adorable...like the way u respond to ppl's qn and the way u went to gi asking her for her full name coz her notes helped u achieve the highest grade in econs...
u may not know the drama gg on behind closed doors in taylors..and i dun intend for u to know...but soon u'll find out or u'll be lured to the dark side, but i shun't allow her to have control of you like her male toy puppets...even when u are or not mine, i'll look over u, for your sister, as your senior, and as a friend.

Lead Me to my MAXimum Potential Dear Lord...

Back to the First

2008-09-07T23:20:00.002+10:00

my last post was emo too..i just realised, how dumb of me...
exams have passed..got back my chem paper on friday..it was horrible..say bye bye to HD for chem ria..BYE (i hate Judy now more than ever)
anyways..had been staying over at taylors for like 4 consecutive days...wednesday, went city then echopoint...we sang too many screamo songs it hurts...but all in the fun of it and to celebrate sky's bday on thursday...
shopped at bondi and city on thursday...had a new hairdo, new shoes and new vest with hoodie...how awesome is tt?? vest with hoodie...
friday was school dance...but slept too late on thursday nite tt i couldn't wake up for my first class at 10...act i did but i was too busy with my hair...gi had to help me with it hahaha...then left chem in the middle of the lesson to look for pal to transfer some songs we wanted to hear at the dance...awesome, except tt judy became a bitch when me and cherie entered the class 30 min later...english was heaven, though i find the subj dumb but i hv a great teacher...shannon and sue noticed my hair and they liked it...everyone liked it except for annoying alam who always ask STUPID questions...feel like smacking his face...the school dance later tt night was superb..really enjoyed myself..was so pumped for clubbing after cherie's bday dinner at icecube but the guys backed out and i dun dare to bring 2 girls with me clubbing somewhere we've nvr been...so we decided to go to echopoint again...dragged T and Tubu along...we had fun but me and cherie were tired frm dance...came hm to a little drama...2nd interest went missing, T and first interest Max are pissed especially T..and i wouldn't blame her coz 2nd interest is a MOFO Bitch...and i won't take it back...she needs an intervention...she likes my gd fren but my gd fren dun like her...has the cheek to say 2 girls like her when its only 1, and she likes the fren...CB la she...can go rot...
after talking to them and showering, i wanted to slp, but 2 a**holes slpt at my place...so i just went out to common room and played 1 round of ps2 before packing up and talking to char in her room...made me promise tt nth spoken in there shld be released to others, i kept my word but she freaked out and blurted abt sth we talked abt...tt was the following day when we went out to watch Make It Happen (its a lousy movie..DUN WATCH..very predictable)...wrote a 3 sms long msg to her...we're still friends, no worries...
so tt night (sat) me Cher and sky had a really long talk in the tv room..not before sky bullied me while i was slping on cherie's bed...gi was on her bed laughing all the way..cherie just stood by the door laughing her ass off...it would hv been a great video moment..but too bad..the camera woman was under attack by a crazy dude...haha
everyone knows i'm bi now...except germ gi and nic i guess, and the guys except rohit and anson...a little relieved actually...no nd to hide..even max knows i'm bi...and how i'm joce's (biatch) "2nd person" plus how mad i am at her for being such a flirt who goes after a fren...within 1 wk she has shown her true colours and i thank God for it...anyways, let's backtrack a little to friday night after icecube..i was freezing...max came over to hug me to keep me warm (alr know i'm bi)...so did her sis...true SAC sisters...today, char treated us to buffet at shangri-la hotel..gd thing my stomach has expanded so much over the winter tt i could eat...i wore my black shirt and jeans with my white belt and new white shoes, plus my green scarf...yea i looked like a guy..but i dun care...purposely stood beside max coz she was the only one shorter than me even after putting on heels haha...the rest made me feel short..but i also had another motive for standing near her..yes cherie u might be thinking of tt too, yup i still like her though i said she was childish and could be my little sister, but then again maybe not..i dun wanna be a boob again the way i fell for joce...so i'll take things slow...even when sky has a feeling she likes me and she kinda slapped my face playfully during dinner when my face just made her laugh..

What in the....

2008-09-02T21:22:00.002+10:00

Oh my LORD...i can't believe how emo i was in my last post...i find it funny after reading it haha
anyways...i totally freaked out for physics la...and my interest saw it all tt she stood beside me wishing me luck...dunno whether it was a "put ur hands ard me" moment or what la..but if u see me in distress pls stretch out ur arm and give the person a hug...damn...i didn't do tt yesterday when she was freaking out on maths haha...lousy, maybe coz her friends were there

and i'm not sure bout the deal with MS?? Mat Singapore?? seriously, his actual name sounds nicer...not to be mean but she said she dun like him...but then i hear frm my buddy u called him to ask him to save a seat for u in the library...if u wanna study, study with someone who has taken the subject or is taking the same subject as u...tt dude just came not tt long ago in extended and u hang out with him soo much...what am i to feel?? u playing me or u guys are just friends...it feels more like he's interested in you and if u truly dun like him STOP sending wrong signals...esp to me

ooh, plus Mr F's starting to flirt with me...i really dun wanna hv 2 players toying ard with me...i'll flare up and no one would wanna see tt...only a few ppl hv managed to cool me down...i'm tt scary trust me...gotta make a move

Shopping spree tmr and dance battle on friday...plus a stupid draft to complete by thursday...deep shit for tt draft but i dun freaking care

Distracted

2008-08-31T17:54:00.002+10:00

rmb i told u guys i've become straight...guess what? i've moved over to the dark side again swinging both ways as kim would put it...and this is now an issue for me...

not tt i mind being gay but getting distracted by someone in the midst of exam fever is torturing for me...seriously..i've got no mood to study though my paper starts tmr...i just hv to let it all out before i commit myself to studying...

her face lit up my day when i was pissed at my groupmates' inefficiency to hv a meeting...not dividing the work till the last minute ie the wk before exams...she's pretty and mature, not like those auntie auntie type...one tt i can talk to and joke ard with..but does she feel the same way? or am i just a friend to her? are my words in the $7 worth of msg getting her interested in me? its too early to conclude...i am finding ways to be ard her more often, even if it is asking her out on a friends' bdae dinner...and creating an inpromptu picnic nxt sat to "celebrate" a fren's belated bdae cum soccer team gathering the following day which made her think abt staying over at taylors house on friday...i want us to happen but i will nvr force someone into a relationship...love hv to happen both ways..i mean both parties hv to love one another for a relationship to workout...and finding tt right person tt u can comunicate with is extremely impt...this i've just found out 2 wks after the taylors house sex talk...its not abt humor, it's abt communication, love, dependence (a shoulder to lean on), comfort and trust..

this is not another kimsim dilemma...tt was pure infatuation..this is diff...i know i sound real emo now but i hv been tt way for the past few wks...(and rohit detected tt sth was bothering me) can't explain it...i just can't explain it, she wasn't the first interest..but she's a friend of the first interest...but i did start liking the first interest when i first met her at the extended program's country grouping...was it a hidden love at first sight for me? can someone explain this welcoming situation to me??

its true when ppl say tt sometimes u can't find the words to describe the way u feel abt someone...each time sky asks me what i like abt her, is it bcoz u know she's bi, dun go for it if u dun love her or u would wind up breaking her heart...my mind goes blank and i'd be wandering, swimming in my thoughts of emotions searching for a noun but i can't find it...all i could come up with is "i dunno...(blushing and smiling to myself)"

i always chat with wan abt wat u find attractive abt someone at first sight...both of us agreed tt its the smile and eyes...she has a cute innocent smile..but beneath tt she has her wild side...though she still has her braces on, i can imagine how her smile would look like after removing the braces...could she be the one i waited 20 yrs for?? like i said, its still too early...i'll just hv to wait and see what would happen in the coming wk when loads of activities are occuring, tests, school dance, dinner and picnic...not to mention my shoppping spree on wed and clubbing on friday...it'll be a long wk ahead...(dun fall sick, ask God for guidance)

Browsing

2008-08-11T21:02:00.003+10:00

i was reading through blogs...those frm taylors..no one tagged me so no one knows my blog..yeah
anyways guess what?? i'm gonna play soccer nxt wed in the soccer gala...haha amazing right..my body ached for like 3 days..its better now..haha
beijing opening ceremony was awesome...but the countdown for National Day was better...all of us were high on nth..haha, sang nat anthem, nat songs tt we knew plus recite the pledge...made Rman be Stamford Raffles and the Merlion haha...uploaded some of the videos on facebook for ppl to see...it was fun..i would nvr do this in singapore..haha oh did i mention there was a cake? really damn patriotic man...
didn't hv a gd rest, went to bed at 5am after my ps2 match with tubu and someone had to open the tv room door at 7am in the morning...i was like oshit, so i went to the toilet and slept in the shower room for a while...then back to tv room, the same person open the door...so i decided to switch on the tv to indicate there's someone in the room watching the tv...had peace after tt...
after showering i was too tired to follow gi and cherie to the flea market at surry hills, thnk god i didn't go coz it was closed...so me, T, Max and germ just hung out in gi and cherie's room coz we were too lazy to move...nicole and char joined us later...we just talked and talked and talked till its time to get ready for dinner...me and char tried to convince someone not to come, almost succeeded but tt person decided to tag along in the end..damn...
dinner at night @ Harrys Singapore Chilli Crab was awesome...the crab and calamari tt is...the crabs are HUGE...and char's grandfather treated us dinner which was real sweet of him....i think 15 of us would hv to fork out $50 each if tt didn't happen..so i was really grateful, its a blessing...
the weekend was awesome...including church...i totally forgot abt the new album tt was out in july haha...gonna buy the CD+DVD nxt mth when i hv money...and new shoes and a vest...
plus talking to ppl i usually dun hv time to talk to, really opened my eyes to what's gg on...my conversations are usually private, i won't disclose anything ppl say abt u unless its positive...tt's just me...maintaining neutral views of everything...i'll be the final judge of what i think of a person...i'll investigate a person's behavior first hand and judge their character...from there u'll know how to attempt to talk to a person without offending them much and getting personal with the other party, thus solving the dilemma u hv and turn it into sth positive...i'm sure i dun look like the type coz of the way i dress and behave right..but yea, only ppl who really know me knows it...i'll credit some of them; Deb & WanYing...be honored ok...haha

PS: sometimes i wonder why i'm studying science...

back zzz

2008-07-30T22:34:00.002+10:00

its almost 2 wks since i touched down in this isolated country...any the weather wasn't welcoming...sucks...so cold...and wet..horrible...
new hse is smaller...hv stupid annoying sharemates, 1 got drunk and tried to hit on me..ccb can sue him for sexual harrassment arh...not in talking terms at all, and he doesn't have the guts to apologise...idiot...then my roommate, aiya communication breakdown la...u're lucky i'm frm singapore and can understand broken english...
Rman is in love...keeps singing Accidentally in Love by barenaked ladies i think...i've got a feeling its not actually love but infatuation...and when i told him its not love..he said i dunno him...knn idiot la...and he's acting real freaky to most ppl's standard...eg, he asked his dad to changed his 2 car plates to Kat****...and he bought a horse, asking his dad to ship it over to sydney just so he can go horseriding with her...and their not officially together yet...plus she doesn't find him attractive, just his $$$..oh he's flying over this wkend just to introduce his dad to her...omg too much...this is real close to stalker lvl...
and rohit finally turned 18 yesterday...went for a drink...he's excited to flash his ID to show he's 18 but they didn't check lol poor boy...at least there's more 18 yr olds now..no curfue for them..slept in tv rm yesterday...missed the last bus so slept over...and thnks to rohit for waking me up for lab at sydney uni...stupid...ooh and nel saw me in the chem lab on the way to lec tt he sms me..how sweet right, he said my hair's distinct haha tt he saw me...miss ya nel...must find time to go out with u...
plus i really wonder if any Taylors student knows my blog....hope not...besides hx hu've seen it, i'm not sure if he rmb it...anyways, just in case A REMINDER TO ALL WHO READS THIS. NO OFFENSE IN THE LANGUAGE USED. I JUST SAY THINGS AS IT IS IN WRITING THOUGH I DON'T TELL IT TO YOU FACE TO FACE. AND YES I'M A LITTLE VULGAR BUT I DON'T ACTUALLY MEAN IT. THIS IS MY FORM OF THERAPY, LET IT ALL OUT IN MY BLOG AND TRY TO FORGIVE AND FORGET AT MY OWN PACE. OK? AITE NITES 'ALL

2008-07-04T02:34:00.002+10:00

just got back frm dinner...was nice..damn filling...beautiful location, gorgeous boat..THANKS CHAR..congrats on getting ur uni offer...hope phae and germ get theirs soon
man i miss taylors peeps...sydney has limited things to do tt all u do, most of the time, is hang out with them and u just slowly build a relationship with them...and i really appreciate it...makes u feel cosy-cosy haha if u know what i mean..
and since tt's pretty much what happens there, now u know how boring sydney is...holiday is fine but being a resident there is horrible...u'll encounter stupid ppl who doesn't know much abt the world and criticise ur country just bcoz of one individual and devils who trick u and rob u of ur money...tt's why i hate it...just plan to get my degree and leave the country for gd..not gonna bother being a PR there coz its not worth it...i know i sound like those tt i've just mentioned above but a few unfortunate events within 4 mths is real bad
tt's why when asked if i miss sydney, i'll say NO, but for the weather than yea i do...nth more
man this has gone frm happy to sad...shucks ok, dinner is great, gg kl tmr...i dun really know what to do there but yea, i like roadtrips so i should really get a license and transport myself ard..nites

BALI

2008-06-30T17:58:00.002+10:00

yes, i'm back frm my trip..amazing experience..lots of firsts, first time in Bali, first time scolding a guy working at reception, first time gg to a club, first time surfing, first time soaking myself in water diverted frm a hotspring, first time touching a holy snake.

first day was ruined by the guy named Johnny at the front desk he scolded me "talk cock", cheebye...
second day went clubbing, music was crapp, gone deaf within an hr or so...
third day my sis' friend's friend taught me the basics on surfing, just how to stand on the board and which foot should be placed at the front... managed to stand on the board on my third try, damn awesome..was left to continue surfing after standing on the board for like more than 10 sec...swam too far out, got caught in a rip, the board was too big for me to paddle properly, had to call out for help frm these 2 surfers...they pushed me back nearer to shore and left me saying, "there's a wave coming," hinting tt i can use it to get back..but then i got wiped out by it, submerged for what seems like the longest time of my life before surfacing and getting back up on my board...lost both my contacts, virtually blind and struggling to get back to shore...finally a beautiful wave came and i body surfed back, great to attempt to stand and surf but i was too tired to stand...reached the shorelines lost, couldn't find my teacher Peter and my sis' friend Alicia...but he came to my rescue carrying my board back, and Alicia guided me back to the hotel..next day my whole body was aching for the rest of the trip..
forth day, we left early to visit the hotspring near the volcano, little did we know it wasn't the actual hotspring, instead, they diverted the water frm the hotspring into a pool, what a disappoinment..came back oober tired and just KOed when i got back to my bed...
last day, went to tanah lot, saw this amazing rock castle structure by the coast, beautiful..under the cliff, there's the holy snake, soft black/bluish-grey body...interesting, and off course, someone fell when the tide came in..hehe then it was last minute shopping, bought a new bikini, with matching shorts cute...bought 4 tops, a jacket, a dress and one board shorts plus 2 temp tattoos tt are slowly fading..

flight was delayed and got back hm at 4.30am today...woke up to chicken rice tt's good...and my cable tv ooh i miss cable...

PS: dun ask if i bought for u guys anything..its good enough that u still have me standing infront of u or talking with u over the phone, skype or msn...love you guys =D

Last paper

2008-06-16T21:29:00.003+10:00

exam's finally over, act one more to go, chemistry...after tt gonna walk along George st with Nicole...later at nite, might be celebrating cyn's bdae...and i nd to start packing and moving my things to her place if she rmbs..if not maybe i'll ask cherie haha..sunny wants to go drinking, but tt was like a few wks back, wonder if she rmbs haha...i'm like broke...dun wanna spend on unnecessary stuff...nd to buy glor's stuff, and order 2 dozen assorted Krispy Kreme...

moving out soon, gg hm soon, but where am i gonna keep my bed sheet and comforter? i'll be leaving in the morning...unless i ask my current roommate to help me keep...in tt case might as well i place my stuff at the current place right?? dunno le, i still hvn't find an apt...nth appeals to me yet...just pray tt there'll be a room waiting for me when i get back in sydney...

but i can't wait for tmr's paper to be over, then i'm halfway thru the course...so fast...and i wanna buy one jumper before i leave...and look for thicker jackets in singapore...go back and train...and collect my diploma before i leave haha...omg so many things to do...hv supper with sheila b4 she takes off to this journey i'm experiencing...homecoming bbq and post-grad celebration...trg to lose some weight...and BALI!!! hehe i want my parasailing and banana boat...and Indonesian food..mmmmm seems i'm gonna get fatter during this break haha ohwells...

2008-06-08T15:59:00.002+10:00

exams in four days and i'm stuck in physics...just can't focus on studying..haha i promise i'll get to it right after this post...

celebrated gi's bdae on friday till the wee hours of the morning yesterday..germ's hilarious, so is phae...and disturbing rohit is fun lol...oops and what can go wrong if u end the night with karaoke?? but i must admit, walking back hm along George is scary..u see drunks, and guys hitting on girls like this native i passed by asking, "How's it gg sweetheart?" I turned, raised my eyebrows and continued walking...not interested dude..

everyone's busy studying tt no one went to church but me..haha, but its ok i'm comfortable in tt church...

my mum told me not to make any plans with my friends frm 25th to 29th june...all she said was "SURPRISE.." i like surprises but i dun like to be kept in suspense...sense the irony here?? haha i asked my sis and she replied the same thing too...dammit, lastly i asked my bro what's happening, and he said....."we're gg to Bali.." how exciting..a family holiday can't wait, its been a while since we went for a holiday together always busy with work, NS, school and competition to go for a family vacation..but i've gotta pretend i dunno anything when i'm back haha, unless my bro lied to me so i would stop asking..hmmm nah he won't do tt, i hope

anyways, first wk back, there's the PUB competition happening, not sure if the TP girls are playing..either way i dun mind watching a little polo...and i'm now FAT seriously, nd to run...haha, first thing's first, go study, then go shop and settle housing matter, train, homecooked food, suppers and relaxation...ahh

2008-06-02T17:56:00.002+10:00

aite..my mum hvn't given me my flight details yet, but i'm using the ticket i'm holding now to go hm..no budget airline, SQ baby...yay can't wait, i can't slp, dreamt bout my cat and my cousin bringing him to polo...haha, its unbelievable how time flies...i'm gonna end my first sem soon in 2 wks...then head hm, collect my diploma cert (I'M A TP ALUMNUS), train polo to get myself back into shape...go for church with jaslynn, lx and gerald...go for supper at simpang with wanying and janice if she's free...chomp chomp with anyone willing to go there like germ and gi...then eastcoast or somewhere with sheila, alyssa and hp...snuggle with my stupid cat...hv a bbq @ gerald's hm with the gang...visit ms hor, jomer and the seahorse team...go out with the tpcp alumni guys and girls for dinner or sth, i bet lame jas will be free haha...ahhh, and maybe go back to sac to jam with my out-of-tuned gendang which i soo nd to teach someone to learn to tune...haha, oh yes and not to forget my family and my granny...miss her loads, i bet she'll freak if she or anyone finds out i converted..haha so i won't tell them...

aite leave me an offline msg if u guys want anything frm here...i know alyssa wants minties, and glor wants KrispyKreme (unsure how to bring hm), anything else?? and i've got to let u guys try Pods Mars/Snickers/DoveMint real good...so see ya soon mate

Karaoke

2008-05-24T23:08:00.003+10:00

OMG...after so long i've finally have my karaoke nite, or shld i say afternoon....abt 5-6hrs worth of non-stop singing...haha, cheaper than singapore if i think abt it...haha, its $10pp frm 12nn-6pm, sing-all-u-want session, provided u buy a drink...so if u ask me its an awesome deal...fun too...haha i might lose my voice tmr...lol

dinner was funny, now they know i'm vulgar...haha, and gi is soo blur haha....

rakhman's bdae today, he's officially legal...haha, no more curfue for him hehe...too bad his ideal bdae celebration for his 18th turned out to be in the hostel itself, not on some yatch or hotel suite..hehe

man..been emotional for almost the whole day..so i couldn't help but get an ice-cream and mochi after dinner...their real good and filling..i know i'm full but i still wanna eat...shit, so i've decided to change my desktop image as a distraction, and tt's the beginning of me browsing through old photos frm competition...pictures frm the matches, and tt has reminded me how much i love the game of canoepolo, competitions and the friends i've made through the sport...i miss kim and sweet, shan, min and glor, and my dear snrs and jnrs...most of all i miss competing...shucks, but i've loss the physique to play...damn, gotta work out...just hope i dun fry too much when i'm back coz i'm slowly adapting to the cold weather here...and travelling to a hot humid country i call hm can be dreadful to my health if i dun acclimatise slowly...i sound like my copepods now...acclimatisation haha

anyways, my mum hvn't book my flight...hope she does it soon, if i'm not gg hm, i guess i'll be volunteering for conference or sth...or just be a delegate...i want both to happen, but i figure i'll hv a chance to do tt in the future when i'm more comfortable being with the church, volunteering and stuff :D

I'll be back before u know it

2008-05-12T22:32:00.002+10:00

yups, tt's right..been telling everyone i've got no time to go hm since the break is only 2wks long..but guess what, semestral break is 1mth long...so u know the sch is really over-charging the students..plus they're fond of cancelling classes..but they're sweet not to give any hw on days where u had exams...so its fair i guess..

anyways, budget flight through jetstar to kl and back to sydney frm kl too...plus i'll be moving out frm this rotten hse (not literally, just a descriptive word me and my friends use to describe things we dislike)...anyways, i'll be homeless then...gotta look for a place either during exams or during the break when i'm in singapore...

so the plan is to place my stuff at cyndy's place, coz its the nearest...then go hm, look for a place and comeback to get the hse and shift my things...but there might be a new plan since my dear emilie wants to get her own room...so, hopefully her family agrees, then we can look for an apt together...yay...but she has to agree asap so i could put out a WANTED notice on the website..not tt easy to find an apt here in sydney...renting is harder than purchasing(if u hv the money then its easier)...but problems may arise coz cyndy's gg hm on the last 2 wks of hols...so if she comes hm after 18th july, then i'm hmless...if she comes back by the 18th, i could at least bunk in with her...hvn't asked her yet, hope her bro allows too...

PS: can't wait to be back in spore paddling in the waters of the TP pool...

2008-05-10T20:07:00.002+10:00

getting sick of this hse...literally...HATE IT!!
wanna move out...but not yet...wait till the hols come...then got time to look for a new place, with my own room...FULL PRIVACY
i generally hate young ppl who can't speak english and attempt to speak it correctly...if u dun hv any education then fine..but u're in a bloody english-speaking country, speak the language right or get out...i know one of my teacher knows i can't stand those ppl who are soo long-winded (and i thought i was long-winded), they take 5min to answer one freaking qn, or ask a qn for tt matter...time is precious, and they're wasting it...always behind schedule sheesh..patience ria patience arhh...
lost my voice after my english presentation...thank god, but it better come back by thusday, coz i've got one last presentation for the semester...

enough of all these negative news, let's go on to happier ones...
april batch came, so my dear korean friends are back...miss them so much eversince they switched frm the standard to intensive course...John, Mi Sun, Sunny and Lee...and John always manage to find the best deals when it comes to rental...all from korean websites/forums i dun understand...i asked him to help me find, plus my new sharemate told me abt gumtree.com.au, loads of ads there, so hopefully i can find one during my 4 wk break...

after tmr, or the following weeks i'll be getting an answer frm my mum...hopefully its sth i really want and am dreaming abt for the last few days...i really want it to happen..let's pray to God and have some faith tt everything will follow through as i've planned...

update

2008-04-26T02:55:00.002+10:00

wow i hvn't blogged in a while haha...so the GC trip was okay for me, nth great...nth can beat theme parks in USA...so the family will be moving to New Delhi...how exciting...though everyone's like all over the world, seem tt we've pretty much hv settled on what where and when we're gonna be at some place or celebrating the hols...
so my sis gg over nxt mth, in the meantime, my mum have got to settle the paperwork for my dear Baby (i bought 2 collars for him, "Prince" and "Spoilt Rotten"--> reminded me of lx haha rotten)..she'll be gg over in september...so my flight back to sgp is on the 6th, arrive 7th dec...stay there for 1-and-a-half weeks then fly to delhi to celebrate xmas and new yr...how exciting right??? man, it's soo cool can, after i leave, my sis gets an offer overseas and my mum gg too...oober cool, kinda miss you guys back hm...
what's more, i'm like addicted to Hillsong, even thinking of voluteering, but unsure in what to volunteer for, i've got background in sound, but will this include any concert or late night services they'll hv? i can't afford tt now, only the morning services...
and i've found a shop along sussex st tt does eyebrow shaping, and i finally know why its hard to find a shop like tt, coz most ppl just does DIY waxing..and i find myself hairy, so decided to buy hair removal cream, did a small patch test on my tummy, it works haha...so i'm gonna do the rest tmr hehe, even bought a separate waxing gel for my upper lips and eyebow...scared to do the eyebrow one...scared i remove all of it haha...but i guess i just nd to apply like between the bros and under it...haha i dunno, pampering myself tmr, then go Hillsong on sunday...told u i'm addicted right haha...every morning i'll ask who's gg?? and i'm now confident to go to the bus stop to take the shuttle provided, at least i can save on transport..haha how nice, maybe i shld be a bus host..hehe just greet as ppl hop on and off haha, Jen does tt alot, infact she does almost everything..first time i met her was at the booth, then on the bus, then on the screen ad for the Group leader thing...haha, damn active member, props to her...aite, better rest now..nites all

(PS: i'm now teaching my sharemates phonics...for free, damn, must ask them to make me dinner or sth hahah kidding)

school's out

2008-04-13T14:31:00.002+10:00

yay..10wks has passed, tt's fast, soon 1st sem will be over...haha how cool is tt heh??
results has been great, met my minimum gpa, but i know i can do better...
met a fellow sporean at hillsong this morning, went for the 9.30am service instead of the usual 11.30am...she's been here for 3 yrs now,UNSW, currently doing masters...its like wow!!
the pastors here wonderful..funny haha...
so far what hv registered in my mind?

Jesus forgives and CHOOSE to forget, while humans forgive but rmbs
not now does not mean NO, the kingdom of heaven is coming
we need vision for completion...u can't accomplish your goal on ur own, u nd to focus on the source, Jesus Christ, who'll help u to be whole

aite..so those are the ones i rmb...God bless :D

PS: Gold Coast tuesday...let's pray for good weather and an enjoyable holiday

APRIL FOOL

2008-04-01T20:53:00.002+11:00

haha...what a great prank layed out smoothly for one great person...haha
classic...similar to the one i did for chloe..haha
why do my pranks always involve pictures?? shit..haha i guess its my speciality?? hehe
aite...chem presentation on thursday, physics report by monday, english fuel report by nxt friday and bio practical test nxt wednesday....

P.S.: daylight saving ends on the 6th...so i'll be 2 hrs ahead instead of 3....yay

Step Up 2 The Streets & Royal Easter Show

2008-03-22T23:23:00.003+11:00

step up 2 is amazing, the dance moves were woah..just felt like dancing to the beats..its the movie to get u pumped up for everything coz after the movie, everyone's just high..no kidding they were..including myself hehe..
royal easter..sheesh what a tiring day tt was..the krazy motor show was oober cool..fireworks were nice but i still prefer the one done by the France team when Singapore had the fireworks festival either last yr or 2 yrs back...and i sat on extreme speed...the best thrill i had since US...could gold coast beat it? we'll see..things are looking brighter, my mum might and i hope will sponsor me for my trip...if not it'll be a boring term break..

Harmony Day

2008-03-20T19:40:00.004+11:00

so like yea, as above its harmony today and everyone's encouraged to wear orange during the exams...stepped into the reception area and shirlene was like, "YOU, come here." was startled like huh?? then my dear sac snr was sitting beside her..."u must buy a ribbon, u're frm sac, u must buy....if u dun buy u won't do well in ur exam.." OMG 2 Singaporeans sitting in the middle of nowhere selling ribbons for $1...AHHHH, i was like trapped, shirlene knew me frm my moment of breakdown and the other knew me coz we're frm the same sec sch...no escaping, forced to buy...shit...haha
so exams are now over...but we're like given reports to complete before the exam started...we were hving normal lessons the day before the exams, can u imagine tt?? anyways, mum reduced my allowance, she said i spent too much...but technically, the $1500 shld last me till the end of this mth which is like nxt wk...even with the added amount of money given when i was robbed...so by right i didn't spend much, i kept within the budget..
haiz...hope papi kept his promise and can give me cash nxt mth, april 08...
guess i hv to cancel on easter carnival tmr and the gold coast trip during term break...:((

2008-03-11T22:12:00.002+11:00

all's good...slowly patching up our friendship...*thumbs up*

ooh, went to Hillsong concert on sunday at acer arena...awesome, spectacular, life altering...i really mean it..i'm totally being STRAIGHT with ya...yup i am and glad abt it...

hv been spending too much....so hv gotta cook all my meals to save costs...yea...(stir-fried black pepper lamb, fried broccoli with egg served with steam rice...so asian, home-cooked...hv got extras for either lunch or dinner tmr)

plan to go to Goldcoast in april...hope i can control nxt mths expenditure to survive for the mth...finishing up the original 1.5k at the end of the mth...i will not touch any money in the home acc...i will spend only if hv to...sunday lunches will be budgeted at $10 meals...no more than tt...and water is the only drink besides the rosehip tea, or the rose syrup (which i think i'll hv to boil with water so tt there won't be any residues)

Weird Msg

2008-03-10T21:13:00.002+11:00

Rmb the PS note i left in the entry before this..i was right, sth was amidst..it was all due to this msg sent to me by mistake...very suspicious, not a way u wanna find out tt someone has a problem with ya...this is the 21st century, we're all adults...we nd to grow up and tell ur frens if u hv a problem with them...seriously

what's the point in talking behind ur fren's back, making them clueless...tell me

u could even ask if we're still frens...why are u asking me?? i had no problem with u, u created a problem out of me, so u think we're still frens? u decide...an apology shld be in order...

do u know how mentally tired i can get thinking of unresolved issues...like come on, u were the first few to know tt someone stole my acc...u've seen how depressed i was tt wk...i can't slp well thinking tt my fren might freak out waking up in a guy's room coz she was drunk, and i can't slp well if i suspect tt there's sth up like the msg i received...nxt time think of the consequences before gg behind my back..nth good usually follows..guys just nd to learn tt..

if u had told me face to face in person and not blabber bout it to the other two, this would hv been a simple issue to resolve...NOW ITS AN ENORMOUS HOO-HAA...before we go into another misunderstanding, i shld say ranting is a form of expressing myself at tt moment of time...i'm fine after tt hoping everything will return to normal...

PaR-taaY

2008-03-09T00:52:00.003+11:00

friday night, or shld i say sat morning was fun...haha
loads of eventful moments, its hilarious...stayed at Taylor House for the night..crazy night, coz maybe i was ard?? lol, yea rite
i'm like totally tired, lack of slp, C's phone woke me up at 7.15am, and i slept at 5plus talking to R...slp deprivation...and the day was real hot and i'm wearing all black...my lower body felt as if its covered with hot sand...minus the sand, real bad...
did my chores for the day...so nd to do laundry tmr b4 the concert...practicals and exams are coming, nd to do some revision and practice...late night studying, here i come...

PS: i suspect sth's amidst with the original gang?? care to tell me if my intuition is right?? Tell me if u hv a problem with me...seriously, if its gonna help to improve our relationship then it'll be a Win-Win situation...

Break

2008-03-06T17:47:00.002+11:00

who would hv thought 2 hrs of break would be filled with lunch plus mahjong...i'm serious, MAHJONG...minus the money of course haha...too expensive to play with the cash..anywho, almost won the first few rounds...kinda squeezed in the last round before math and i won hands down...didn't hv any flower or animals...BIGGEST achievement thus far in this Game...too bad no money haha, how much will i win in this case...all straights, no 3 of a kind..?? Phae was like "Ria u play?? When did u learn how to play??" lol, last year dear, this i hv to thank my lovely teammates who make me lose lots of cash, esp when i play with Hazel...omg, always lose BIG time with her, -$3.20 each round...kinda ignored Phae's last qn coz it was 3pm = Maths, had to rush, sry babe..man, summary test tmr, 4 practical write-ups by tmr...etc, i'm so dead if i dun start now...ciao

Fire Drill and Mardi Gras

2008-03-03T20:34:00.002+11:00

this was like the stupidest and most "my-eardrums-are-gonna-burst" fire drill ever...end of Bio class on the 3rd floor...went down via emergency codweb stairwell to the ground floor and back up the lift to the 3rd floor for my chemistry class...tell me how smart was tt? But there was sth burning in the frm the common room, maybe frm the microwave oven haha, hope tt person doesn't get fined of $500...hv finally admitted tt i do nd medication for my cold...its killing me, i can feel my body burning up, dun wanna be sick during my first graed test on friday...ughhh english teacher, i dun like her, period...she's not very motivating...tt's the only quality she lacks...and i just can't stand the way she reply, "good girl/boy," we're not ur dog woman nor are we 5...woof grrrr lol...

tt aside, mardi gras on sat was fab...gays everywhere., had a lesbian couple grinding and kissing infront of me...yea, the singapore flag was represented in the asian gay segment...I LOVE SINGAPORE...lol, tip-toed too long, my big toe hurts frm too much pressure on it...but the night was fun...scary but fun...is good to ignore any fights or arguments gg ard...

G asked chris if he had a girlfriend, he said NO, asked Ted if he had a gf, he said No too, asked me if i had a boyfriend, i said No, do i hv a gf?? i said no...haha, i think she knows..hehe, bet she's one the few who reads the About me section of Facebook...oh how i luv Facebook...the younger generation seems to accept it better, hx still doesn't know i think...haha, he always act gay with chris and ted...ooh and nic's neighbour is kinda gay, playing the whole High School musical album...lol GAY..ok enough of this gay thing i nd to start on hw...tata

2008-02-28T17:36:00.003+11:00

all right...have gotten to know the rest of the crew in Taylor Hse...me hx and jaewook are always the extra guests in the hse...either hanging out in someone's room, studying in the study room or just chilling at the common room...haha, everything's been gd so far...wanted to go to hillsong church on tuesday, waited in nic's room while she had her dinner...but Gary the manager(i think) said there was gonna be hail...and i had no cash...disaster, nicole gave me her emergency cash and i took a cab back...haha, came hm drenched, walked into the living rm and my roommate laughed at me...showered, came out and the rain was gone...like shit...wth, but then it started raining again so its all good...most likely will go to hillsong recording session nxt sunday, tt's if they rmb to buy tickets for me...haha
mardi gras on saturday...can't wait, gays parading and all..bet it'll be fun...if the weather is gd, we'll be heading to Bondi in the morning...but i'm just too lazy to go to the beach...weather has been getting cooler lately...
finally wore my fedora to sch today...there's a gloomy atmosphere today tt sets the mood, tt's why i wore it...but i kept worrying tt its just gonna fly off my head while walking the streets lol..took it off in the common room, my hair was styled the usual way, kat thought my hair just stood up becoz of the hat...haha sry babe, tt'll nvr happen if i dun put gel on it...and if i hadn't used gel, i think my head won't fit in the hat...ITS IMPORTANT TO TAME MY HAIR...their too stubborn...hahah

PS: if the temperature is just as low tmr...i'll wear another cap...man, hats here are good accessories...u dun look like a poser wearing a fedora on the streets in the day....:D
Zion, go open a facebook acc to see my pics...yea?

USFP Picnic

2008-02-22T23:57:00.002+11:00

had a long bus journey to Bronte Beach this morning...its like those bus trips i used to have in spore, but its not safe to fall asleep on the public buses here..just had to keep myself awake...took loads of pics on the beach...suntanned a little...played a proper touch rugby game with referees and offsides...tiring, but had to rush to the bank to collect my keycard, activate it and made sure the amt they said was there is in the acc...everything went smoothly
went hm and took a nap b4 hx,rach,ted,chris and james arrive at Market City...then it was off to dinner...so hungry at 5plus...ate a special set dinner, $15/person....not tt bad, wasn't full till the soup(was served last...stupid) came...haha
walked to darling harbour to look for dessert and a little sight-seeing...found the Toffee apple cher told me abt...sms her just to ask her haha...i think she thinks i'm wasting my money just to ask where it is...haha, i think so too but since i'm alr in the area, wth rite..
the toffees were sinful i tell u...really woahh...u guys shld really try it...finally found a gd cheap place for fish and chips...the fish is so fresh, no fishy smell wat so ever...
the mall in there is great..lots of cheap nice clothes...bought a fedora hat, it looks good on me...i'm soo gonna wear it to sch lol...damn...i love sydney...more than tt i heart Darling Harbour...its such a happening nightspot...those who weren't there missed out on the fun...

Hallelujah!!!

2008-02-21T21:05:00.002+11:00

awesome splendid news...came hm and saw a letter frm the bank...thought it was the pin code letter or sth..like come on, too late to get it...but it was a letter stating tt my money has been reimbursed...woohoo...
so after picnic i'm gg to the bank..they shld hv my bank key card...then i'm gonna check the amt and make sure the money they said was reimbursed is in the account...
thnks to all who cheered me up...made me put this horrible experience behind and just enjoy life, school, friends and sydney...everything's been positive so far...start of last wk was horrible but ended with a bang...this continued all through the wk and an even greater news today...
i love God...creator of all living things...my family, for supporting me...my friends, for listening to my problems and helping me deal with it...and to the welfare officer, who helped me overcome this ordeal...
i've learnt my lesson...it shan't happen again...i'll share my experience in a humble way...not boastful...i'm loving sydney and my outgg thai mates...my korean hunks and singapore beau and belles...and my malaysian alliance...aahhhh love u SYDney..
feel like gg to hillsong...i'll ask nicole tmr..

2008-02-20T22:25:00.003+11:00

i can't help thinking bout my poly life today...esp my last few wks of sch...like the awesome prank i did for Chloe Tan...haha, look what 12 wks can do to u...i've done stupid nonsensical stuff in my final yr as compared to my first...back then i was the quiet, shy, clueless girl, who start hving crazy pranks in my head all accomplished by my dear lim puay shan...love ya loads...finally had the guts to do one myself...coz basically i had nth to lose since i'm leaving the institution...Dr Chan and the Principal saw those postcards too...lol hope tt didn't cost them to lose access to the TAF...corals are dead...seahorses are dead...wonder what those 2 little girls would do to their carcasses...place them in a matchbox and a toothpick cross...haha...man tt was fun..

now here...not much entertainment...no pranks yet, no time for it coz really nd to do well for the program...but i still continue with my imitations of weird ppl...esp this dude...lol i dun even hv to mention his name and i could laugh...but i bet if all of u see him u'll just laugh..seriously, i'm not exaggerating...

was in the taylors hse common room for lunch...saw ah leong's rmmate...can't stop staring..she looks like a guy...seriously, no signs of boobies or any feminine factor...AHHHH lol...G kept asking me to stop, but i couldn't help it...and each time i stare G just tries to control her laughter...

Phaedra's a cool chick...yea, she's the most bubbly among the 4 sept gals...hvn't really spoke to the rest yet...time conflict and i dun live up there...

finally changed timetable...looks awesome, though i no longer hv adrian for bio but daphne...hope she's as great...and i've not missed any thing lesson plans...

Jumper

2008-02-17T02:04:00.002+11:00

as the name suggests it, i went to watch the movie a few hrs back...great effects...good looking actors....but horrible storyline...horrible, David: "So where d'you wanna go?"...Millie: "...Surprise Me.."....like wth??? stuuupid i'll say...at least i didn't watch 2 bad movies in a row like them haha..yea
met lots of new guys...those staying in taylors...u tend to know and make more frens when u're in the hostel i'll say...had a major headache, nded sth to drink...went to Charlie Chan's bottle hse to get some booze for the gang...old enough yea...walked down to darling harbour and met 3 locals who joined in our photo...and asked me to take pics of them, i got a hug...finally after soo long...was like missing all the hugs i got back hm...so finally, loosen up more in the dark at night with my vodka in hand...my mum dun allow me to go out with the thais in the hse but dun mind me chilling with my frens...haha, i agree, i think i'll totally be lost if i go out with them...
yesterday was great...walked frm chinatown after Oporto to darling harbour...crossed the bridge and back to our final destination ie circular quay...was with Ted, Hongxu, Rachel and Young...

starting to love it here...

HAppy Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T21:34:00.009+11:00

today's been good..though i dread dragging myself out of bed for my 9am IT lesson...haha

its been a pretty horrible week for me but i'm doing fine...thinking abt is just tiring..but kinda like dun mind coz i went to the welfare office and brokedown, find the officer kinda prety...but this morning i know the real reason why...was walking up the stairs to lvl 2 when i was blocked by her and another staff who was touching her belly...haha she's pregnant, u know what they say abt pregnant women...they have a "glow" tt make them more attractive...lol no wonder, but she is pretty, though a little chubby...hhaha i like her she's nice and singaporean like omg...she kinda remind me of someone i've met but i dunno who...

oh, let me intro u to some of my pals...

this is John, 23 from Korea..

Hongxu, 24 from Singapore...

Young, 17 from Malaysia...

Rohit, 17 from Hong Kong (believe it or not)...

Jaewook, 17 from Korea...(my math guru)

Rachel "Ah Leong", 17 from Malaysia...haha, pose for the camera also no use la ah leong...muahahha

Wow, ok there's more but this are the bunch of ppl i hang ard with...there're others, i dun really know them tt well or i dun hv a pic of them to show ya...pretty cool bunch...joke of the day today is Ah Leong Rachel with her bimbo ways like spelling methylated as "methalyted", then wondering why it took so long to get results and why she couldn't find the one we were suppose to refer to for our practical manual, and closing the program window tt we were still using in chemistry class when we were doing research on the risks of chemicals...and gg, "ahh skype" like as if she's seen it for the first time...lol

as u might hv realised, yea i hv more guy than girl frens...there's still sunny, nicole, cherie and geraldine...and those girls frm the sept batch whom i rarely talk to since we barely see each other in sch...

Adios amigoes in Singapore...

OFFICIAL WORST AND STUPIDEST DAY OF MY LIFE

2008-02-12T19:45:00.000+11:00

yup..the title pretty much explains how i'm feeling...
i let my guard down...gave out details via phone which i shouldn't hv....made an ASS of myself by assuming...hence lost all my money in the acc...fucked up shittie country...when it comes to security, seems tt only their immigration works...who sends atm by normal mail?? who allows someone to withdraw a lump sum with just a card and stupid password...they shld sooo ask them for ID and even if they lose tt get a letter frm the embassy or sth stating tt they lost it...
gotta move on in life...focus, get tt degree and return home for good...i love SINGAPORE!!!

first sat

2008-02-09T22:40:00.000+11:00

woah..its almost a wk since i've been here...gosh time really flies..
went out for lunch and movie with mohdar today....enjoy his company coz he's the closest thing i hv to malay...i swear there is no malay in sch (maybe just 1 malaysian guy but he may be indian)...he's a funny guy and my appointed guardian...ate fish and chips and then kfc...gosh, damn full after tt...watched "The Kite Runner"...gd show man, i really recommenf it, awesome...and thnks to my student card, i get a discount and only pay $12.50 for a movie instead of $16...
split up at ard 6, he nds to surf the net and look for an apt while i went to paddy's to do some grocery shopping... spent like $49 in there..nd to calculate how long it'll last though...hope it lasts for 2 wks at least...my mum asked if $1200/mth is enough, i think so...it may be more than enough act...tt got me thinking tt she has to at least set aside S$1600 for me...plus she has to pay the rent, phone, cable and electricity bills, car loan, banks, petrol and groceries...does she hv enough?? i really wonder...tt's got me feeling worried...and i miss Baby, my dear cat....miss his smell, purring, scratching and biting, the way he pounces on ur feet to bite it, licking ur hand or feet, his soft but smelly fur...i miss him dearly...my family, my grandma...God i nd to do well and do my family proud...get thru usfp and enter vet sch, graduate with an honors degree...
hope my father would chip in some of the responsibilities he has as a father...lessen the burden of the family with me studying overseas...
hv got the basic neccessities...might nd to buy a logbook for practicals...wanna go for the skiing trip in august...$550 if i'm not mistaken...i bet it'll be fun, since i've nvr skied in my life and would just make a fool of myself...

hope papi helps and i swear he'll hv the more respect frm my family and be proud and feel fulfilling as a father...

P.S.: My school is in the red zone district...daylight robbery happens, would safety = walk fast, play smart + pepper spray??

USFP orientation...

2008-02-06T20:02:00.000+11:00

first day was kinda boring....felt so left out....chinese, indonesians everywhere...even if the're japanes, korean or thai, i couldn't tell coz they all look alike...i was wondering where all the singaporeans at....finally found a few at the end of the day whn the staff were returning our passports...yay..
so today we had a country grouping, so we met all the singaporeans in the sept07 and feb08 batch...how exciting...though felt kinda shy, though i'm like the oldest girl there...kinda sad...the rest were 17 and 18 this yr...the guys are 23...went out to Pavarotti to eat pizza...it was real good...thin crust pizza are the best...and we're most likely to go out for dinner on sunday to celebrate chinese new year :D...had maths and chem test today...its just to see how well we know the subj...after the math paper, finally know how rusty my math is...but the chempaper was surprisingly easy...its like primary sch sci...haha, but of course it wouldn't be tt easy for the actual chemistry subjects...lots of english in there so might be tough for some of the non-english speaking students...u shld hv seen how many ppl sat for the chem tests...there were loads, not sure if they knew they only hv to do it if they're taking chem or they're just following the schedule...the staff there were shocked by the numbers haha..
on the way hm, i was approached by this oz gal in blue...knew she wanted to start a conversation so i took off my earpiece and the first thing she asked was,"Are you happy today?" i'm like, "yeaah". guess she wanted me to join/support some youth campaign trying to promote a healthy fun and friendly lifestyle or sth...haha, kinda new to this..and on sunday, its the first time i saw ppl selling raffle tickets...
bought 2nd hand textbook frm this girl lita, she's frm anderson sec, indon though, currently doin nutrition in usyd...saw her notice on the college board...sms her and tada...i saved more than a $100 on books...talked to her for like 40-50min at world square...haha finally a gd long conversation in a while..flipped through the books...looks kinda secondary school-ish...but i may nvr know....haven't read anything yet...haha but the pictures are pretty...
finally found the cheapest dinner ever...mie goreng sedaap...omg, its the cheapest thing i've bought so far, $0.40 each, i bought 2 packs...askedthe lady how much it will cost if i buy a whole carton (40 packs) and she said $10....omg she's like my saviour tt could last me for 2-3wks...even a mth or so coz i can't possibly eat the same thing everyday...so bfast has been toasted raisin bread with margarine together with milk...almost getting sick of tt, but need to finish it b4 it expires...then will i hv my choice of cereals, or nestum...oh yeah...finnaly found those microwavable popcorns....haven't tried it yet but yeah, i think it will be good...currently waiting for my clothes to dry in the dryer before i can iron it...might do tt tmr though...waiting for little britain to air..hehe

gdnite mates...

PS: current time is 8.32pm....3 hrs ahead, after summer, it would only be 2 hrs ahead, GST+10...this is due to daylight saving in summer...

First day in Sydney

2008-02-03T23:24:00.000+11:00

let me talk to u bout the flight there...turbulence most of the time...annoying, dun they know they hv to fly higher to prevent turbulence?? anyways, there's one moody lady who didn't like her seat by the window, and the guy, i think he's her husband or sth is like hoping tt he will be upgraded to business class or sth coz his legs were just too long...too bad dude, the flight is freaking full...

so declared my goodies at the customs, even my running shoes coz i dun even know whether tt's prohibited or not since u can't bring in any soil or materials carrying soil such as sporting equipment and shoes, so i just declared...

so my mum's fren mohdar and his friend wan picked me up frm the airport...went to the hse and met my landlord/lady and room/housemates before gg shopping for my neccesities such as quilt, quilt cover with pillow case, soap, shampoo, conditioner, adapter, simcard, and 2 weeks worth of bfast which might only last for 1.5wks....got back to the hse and found out tt i nd to pay 2wks rent first which is like AUS$270 (frm now on $$$ is all in AUS $)...tt's not including the security card which os oh so impt so tt i won't disturb anyone....everyone's minding their own business, the ppl tt's of the same nationality as the landlords tend to communicate with one another better like duh...for me, i feel freaking left out coz i'm like the only dark skin sheila in there...anyways its only the beginning...hopefully things will improve...i'm left with $88.30, tt's so not gonna last me for 1mth...its damn ex here...average cost if u wanna eat out, $10...its crazy, i nd to learn to cook but i dun feel comfortable cooking with so many ppl in the hse...certain things aren't shared, tt reminds me, i nd toilet paper and detergent and cooking oil, but i dun intend to stay here for long...gonna start looking for another place to stay after i've found frens who're willing to move out frm their current place and share together...cheer up ria...things will get better...

PS: Free meals every saturday cooked by mohdar....but he's very particular when it comes to food, always has to be halal...sheesh, this is not freedom...this is worse than freedom in singapore...loads of things to learn in this new adventure like not to curse at an operator over the phone although it was not intended for her but its just a form of expression...

2008-01-13T02:46:00.000+11:00

aite this is the new blog..old name but still the new blog...renamed the old one
anyways, 3 more wks till i depart..how "exciting"...yea rite..haven't packed
my proj is literally dying...more like dead, non-existent...data?? not much, just gotta kill the report and the presentation to pass...
so many things in my mind...can't focus...so many thoughts, unanswered questions...sheesh
to protect the blogs of my fellow teammates frm those anonymous readers who leave their distasteful comments on their blogs, i shan't place their links in this blog...though u might know some...ohwells
this blog will record the events in my life for the nxt 6 yrs when i'm in syd and visiting hm or maybe on a holiday..
aite it will start new and fresh from this moment on...adios to my past, hello future!